Zindagi Rockz

There's no points for guessing this one.. It is none other than.... my maid.. True to her name she has brought wealth into our lives.. Lakshmi is our lifeline.. She's my daughter's playmate and friend.. she's plays several roles.. maid.. playmate.. singer.. friend.. u name it and Lakshmi can do it.. we're so dependent on her that giving her leave to visit her hometown is such an issue.. She doesnt believe in Casual leave of a day or two.. in her case its straightway Privileged leave of 15 to 20 days.. and its on those days that all of us miss her the most.. the house is silent.. You see, Lakshmi has never heard the thought "Silence is golden".. She talks in a loud voice.. I mean "loud"..like the entire neighbourhood can hear her conversations on the phone..And some of her pronounciatians are just hilarious..Its also very amusing to hear her sing "Tera pyaar pyaar pyaar.. hookah bar" while feeding my daughter.. God! It makes me cring...

I don't usually have such morbid thoughts.. But off late I'm just wondering what if I die suddenly.. Would I missed? Would people mourn my loss? The only worry is I wouldn't be around to see how many people actually are mourning my death.. So here's how I'd want it to be.. I'm hoping I die a sudden death.. not after battling years of some terminal illness that leaves me bald and frail and thin.. I wanna go quickly.. no pain.. no fuss.. just an instant death.. I would want many people to attend my funeral.. I'm hoping there is a lovely choir to sing at my funeral.. Since nothing makes me more happy than listening to some good music.. I want my organs to be donated if they are viable.. I'm not sure how helpful my eyes would be but I would like to donate them too.. And I want to be buried and not cremated Im sure my parents would be heartbroken but I wouldn't want them to mourn..I would want them and my immediate family (my husband, Nikki, My inlaws ...

Exactly a year back I wrote a post title "I'm totally in shape.. 'Round' IS a shape".. Since then I have knocked off a few pounds.. 15 kgs to be precise.. Why I did it? Well.. no reason in particular.. Maybe I had enough of the peoples' jibes.. Not too sure.. when I look back,I guess the decision to go on a diet just happened on an impulse.. I was just reading reviews of some books when I happened to come across a book titled "Lose a kilo a week" by Nishi Grover.. the review was good.. I purchased the book online.. her diet plan seemed very reasonable and practical.. I decided to go for it.. When I first started the diet, people around me had a good laugh and most told me that I wouldn't be able to go through with it.. I set out to prove them wrong.. the more they made fun of me, the more stubborn I got and this helped me to be more determined to not stray away from my diet.. So from January till June this year it has been 'NO' to swee...